Thanks girls,

Tashy-Well i can only believe it was Abbi sending me some sort of message that made me dream of the cord around Ella's neck because it was bizzar that turned out to be true.

Kit-i really dont know how i managed the night and i tried to be as quiet as possible because there was other ladies in the room with me and i thought what i was going through was just normal after a c section so i thought i was being a sook turns out i am stronger than i give myself credit for.