Thank you for sharing. Like Rayla72, i use to cry when i put Ben on for the first few weeks. It killed, but i was so determined to continue! Ive only just stopped breastfeeding. Im proud of myself for sticking with it, but im so very angry at the pressure i recieved from other people (midwives, MIL) to keep with it. It was agony, and i used to HATE feeding, but i would feel so guilty for even thinking about formula.

I hope things are getting better for you! And welcome to the world Jordan!!