Wow, amazing story!

I was never allowed to push with DD as they didn't think i was dilated enough until she was crowning already (I was in a position where no-one could see and i'd never had a baby before so i didn't know what the sensations meant, i just kept sucking the gas and roaring so i wouldn't push) and the few times i did give in and push it hurt SO bad! I always thought afterwards i'd not have been able to hack having to push if it hurt that much. Well well well done! You must be se proud of yourself!

Bx