Nae, when DS2 was born he was blue and had to be resussitated as well and I have never, ever been so scared in my life than I was at that moment. When i read that it happened to Willow and that you had to experience that, I just knew what you were feeling. So glad that she is going so well now, it takes a little bit of getting used to having 2, but you will be an old hand at it in no time!