thanks for sharing your story tan ... I'm sitting here crying too!!!
I am so sorry that you didn't get your VBAC... I know we were all sending great VBAC vibes your way...
but it sounds like you have an amazing little man there, that you and your wonderful DH created so beautifully and I am sure that he is going to bring you joy for the rest of your lives.
congratulations on being so strong both physically and emotionally!!
can't wait to hear updates

xoxoxox