pfft to not being a writer! some of the best reading is what comes from the heart

you did fantastically hun - your journey has been hard but you've come through it gracefully. you have nothing to hide, nothing to be ashamed of. you did what you had to do for your family (re withdrawing a bit) and you should be proud of that! your family came first and that is what is most important

good luck in PNG - can't wait to hear about your new adventures in the jungle