thank you so much for your kid words..
some days are harder than others..
today was a hard day... iknow it wont last forever and most days i try to just live in the now and not worry about tomorrow but today i just got alittle down, i love sleeping with him (DD isstill in our bed albiet im not in there anymore.. but you get me aha)
i think another hugfe part is i think im ready to have my body back, its been a year and half (an i know alot of women go much much loonger) but i think i want my body to be mine again finally..
i think i will try (just to start with) wearing clothes that he cant just help himself to and see if i can get him to sleep like that.. most times, i watch him and it like he can smell itin his sleep, you seehim almost sniffing it out, and he s not hungry
because as soon as i let down he chokes and splutters and drowns in it becauseitsnot for food, but for comfort.