Awww Shinee, welcome to the joy's matey!!! I was exactly the same having had to have a c/s i was in hospital for 6 days and i had sooo much trouble feeding Hayleigh as i have one nipple a different shape to the other so they said she was having nipple confusion I went to lactation consultants, tried expressing from the bung nipple and it was toe curling pain, so i caved after 1 week as it was really getting me down and i was started to dread feeding my own child and i did not want that, so we switched to formula and we never looked back and Hayleigh thrived, i wish i could have bf for her sake but when the clinic nurse came for the home visit, he told me that his job was to promote that breast is best but he said in his eyes a happy mum means a happy baby and i took that info on board in coping with my inability not to bf, Its a great gift when you can bf but when you simply can't and have tried it does not mean your a bad mum, you are just doing what is best for the both of you!
Best of luck sweet! Oh and Lucy is just gorgoeous, You & Danny should be very proud!