Ohhhhh my goodness thank you so much everyone!!! I honestly thought I was on my own on this one.

Traveller & Infinity - I also have one person in my life who has nothing but negative comments to say about breastfeeding and I really know what you mean about proving them wrong. I am so gonna do it!!!

MadB - Yep I get that feeling of dread. Not always, but often enough.

Cassius - Glad it worked out for you and M in the end. I know that E has the attachment right, because I can now feel the difference between a good and bad attachment and whip her straight off if she happens to attach badly. She mostly has a good attachment though. I think its just that my nipples/boobs are a bit sensitive from simply feeding so much.

I must make some more trips to the beach and pool to get the girls out while I've got them hehehehehehe!!!

Thanks again ladies, very glad not to feel alone on this. 100% hanging in there for baby.