I'm surprised at how much it has gotten to me- sounds dramatic but I feel like everyone is against me breastfeeding...shouldn't be this hard should it..

ahh, at least I have 3 weeks supply now-will find a doc in another town that will give me a couple of months supply seen I'm such a druggie
I think it's because alot of people see puting baby on the bottle as an option that is 'easier'.
Some don't understand the 'want' of some Mothers to do everything in their power to keep feeding.
I know I had no support AT ALL when DS15 was born. Within 2 weeks he was on formula which shattered me.
Not one person was prepared to help me keep breastfeeding.

When I had the same issue with DS5 I had an amazing nurse practitioner who did everything in her power to keep me breastfeeding.... I b/f him for 30 months Not one other Doctor was willing to help.

I hope you find a new dr that is supportive of your decision to b/f no matter what