Thanks,

I am just feeling so super guilty right now about my daughter and its making me feel very anxious about my son. I persisted and persisted with breastfeeding my DD even when she would be screaming and pulling off me and I would be in tears every time I fed her, and this went on for months and months. Everyone was telling me to stop feeding her, but they didn't understand the emotions behind feeding her! I ended up with PND and had lots of counselling to help me come to the decision to stop feeding her at 6.5 months.

I told myself I wasn't going to let myself get so emotionally tied to breastfeeding again - but I have!

I see the paediatrician again this week, so will talk to him, though I feel like most doctors aren't breastfeeding friendly, so don't know about him!