So first off, sorry to be such a whinger. I'm just very upset this morning and need to get some stuff off my cheasticals, literally

I thought the bigger DS got the easier he will be to feed but it's just getting harder and harder. He is so awkward. He fusses and fights but wants it at the same time. He squeals like a piglet and is stiff as a plank of wood.
We are still using the shield so I have to fight him and it at the same time. Because he fusses I have to chase his mouth around with the nipple which is really difficult when you holding a shield on also.
Then he won't attach properly and slips off every few seconds at first then every few mins. He can't handle my fast flow well an gulps massive lots of air, then gets shocking wind. We have tried every position many times and he fusses with all of them.
He vomits alot, massive amounts of water/saliva with stringy bits of milk in it. Sometimes more like cottage cheese. Depends on how long since he has drank.

The really annoying thing is when we are out in public or at the LC or aba meetings or have people over he is perfect. So no one sees how much we really struggle when we are alone. He must really hate me.

I'm just not loving this stage of our BFing journey. I'm considering going back to ebm for a while but it's so time consuming. I need to remember how hard it was to get him to BF so maybe by doing the ebm I'll realise how much better it is with the booby. I would not consider formula at all as my supply is huge and there's just no need.

Thanx for reading.
xoxo