I had so many issues trying to get DD to attach and after 3 months, 6 trips to the LC, a large period of (unrelated) anxiety and over 200 milk boosting tablets (trying to boost milk during unrelated anxiety). DD was slow to gain weight and my supply was more off then on. I can completely see your frustration with your friend as I had a friend declare she was 'over it' 4 months into VERY successful BFing. It's hard to feel like you failed and ppl that it comes so easily too basically take it for granted. Good job on getting the help you needed (finally someone pointed you in the direction) last child. At the end of the day you know you did your best for your child. I know it hurts when people take it for granted after yourself having such a bad run. I'm sure you're going to have a fantastic journey with #4 bub now that you know where the info is you need during issues.