Thanks Marcellus for pointing out all the positives . I guess I had a mental goal to get to 12 months for my own sanity. Knowing that I could one day soon take cold & flu tablets again, etc . Even just getting my body back to myself for once! But knowing she's my last bubba, I don't feel in TOO much of a rush to end it all. I guess we'll just play it by ear .

Snowy Love - Those special snuggly moments really are wonderful and make it all worthwhile .

Liviam - I feel your conflict . I bet your little man will be happy to take you back when you get home though LOL! At least that might give you the option of going either way. Good luck!

Subscribe away NaeNae LOL! I hope this thread helps you too .

Thanks everyone