I don't think I'm a fantastic mum really, otherwise I would have done this from when she was born!!!!
You can stop that right now Mel!!

How much did you go through in the days / weeks leading up to Mehkelti's birth hun? There were so many other things happening, no wonder you didn't want to think about it to start with. Your baby girl is only five weeks old, it's not like you said when she was two, hmm let's try this EBM thing :P You are a great mum for even trying to do this when it's a very stressful thing for you. Not many would be prepared to deal with your nausea to be able to provide breastmilk for her little girl like you are.....

And I agree 100% with Jen, there is a whole lot more to being a mum than giving your baby breastmilk.