You might also find that it grows on you more as DS gets older. Babies can be such demanding feeders in those first few months, and it is exhausting apart from anything else. I never disliked feeding, but I didn't get the warm and fuzzies from it in the same way others do (except when he'd fall asleep on the boob). Now that he's older, mobile, on solids and a much more efficient feeder I really enjoy these times together.

BTW you're doing a great job!