typing one-handed.

well i havent tried a bf for about five weeks and reconciled myself to giving up. i had a very difficult pregnancy which ive documented ad nauseum elsewhere (in brief dodgy pelvis which rendered me housebound for six months with a toddler having hourly meltdowns, gestational diabetes and trying to renovate the house, sell the house, buy a house, move house with all that going on plus my teenage step daughter deciding that would be a good time to go off the rails).

so bf issues coming after all that was just tooooooo much. i just wanted to enjoy my baby and enjoy life without my life revolving around yet another issue. i think i made the right decision at that time. i feel relaxed, calm and am enjoying being a mum.

but i'm really here for more advice. oddly, i still have traces of milk. i havent tried expressing properly bit if i give my boob a quick squueze i still have milk.

plus i just tried attaching dd and it seemed really easy compared to weeks ago. she virtually went on by herself. obviously her mouth is much bigger nowwhich makes the difference. so what would be a good plan if i want to try again bearing in mind expressing is not a great solution for me. i have big nipples which get sore expressing and with a toddler running around its just too hard to fit it in. im thinking motilium for supply instead.