Nic, don't worry about paeds. They are usually not bfing experts. I think you need to look into your heart to decide what is right for you. If you think it is too hard now and give up, only to find that in a week you will feel guilty and regretful, then maybe it is worth perservering. On the other hand, if you really think you can give up the bfing and feel at peace with yourself, then I guess that's your answer. Only you know what is right for you hun.
If you do decide to continue, my advice would be to get the name of a good LC from Barb, and contact her ASAP. Whatever it costs it would be worth it to get you through this tough time. Having both a toddler and a baby to look after is challenging enough - I can't begin to imagine how you are coping atm.
I am sending you big hugs and best wishes for sorting this out. Please follow your heart hun, I really hope you find the solution that gives you peace now and in the longer term.
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