Just wanted to give you a big hug Also don't beat youself up about a couple bottles of formula, as you know i am relactating and although not easy and it is ideal to BF solely, but one thing i have found with relactating is that it is much easier to read my boy's cues being that bit older. Just go with what ever gets you through as you are just trying your best.

All the best and i have found gripe water great as well for both of my boys!