hi mantaray,

Don't know if positive is the right word, more accepting of the situation I think. Am taking it one day at a time at the moment. I noticed there seemed to be more breast milk today and I thought this was wonderful until I also noticed that he was taking more formula. Growth spurt or due to his cold I don't know. I have never paid so much attention to every suck....maybe that is it too?!

Am hanging in there. Looking forward to see in the acupuncturist next week, he is also a traditional Chinese herbalist and spent many years in China learning his skills and often returns to update himself, can't wait to see what he can do to help. I also have POCS and am overweight so hoping he can help out with that as well.

Now we're 3 - yes, I do try to find the silver lining, the other thing I want to do is go and see a movie, have not done that for about 7 months! Gold class seats here I come if I am going to do it may as well in in style!