Thankyou all. I have to keep making myself come in here and reading your posts because it's making me keep going.

I went out and bought a medala pump today. I didn't know what else to do. The LC said next mon if things haven't improved we would talk about expressing on that side to give it a break but I couldn't wait that long. But now that I had to buy it and buy a bottle I haven't tried it!! I cried about it because I don't want to give her a bottle. I don't want to confuse her more and it makes me feel bad, even though it's still EBM. I'm a little emotional, lol. But it's like it's just made me more determined instead, what a waste of money if I don't try it, lol. But I guess I will use it down the track anyway when I want to go out. I'm also scared it will hurt it too with all the sucking and stretching...

MR, I haven't done the baby led attachment. I was going to try yesterday, I just had her lying on my chest and she started bobbing around so I thought maybe I should see what she does. But when she got close I got scared she'd hurt me and decided not to. I will give it a go.

Thankyou so much for all your tips everyone. I have read them all and taken note, just don't have time to respond to everyone atm, she is waking!!