Bf isn't an option anymore as DS just doesn't feed properly due to the nipple confusion. He doesn't stay attached long enough to get the letdown. If he dies stay on, he starts to fuss when the flow slows down. It's a no win situation. It gets frustrating and he ends up getting a bottle anyway. I've tried and tired to fix it but as my supply wasn't enough to toss the bottles completely out the window.

And no support from dh makes any real single minded efforts to build up my supply impossible. I'm tired of the fights it brings. I will just have to bond with DS in another way.