Well done to you, breastfeeding is not easy!!! You gave it your absolute best shot. Breastfeeding is definately not the only way to bond with your beautiful babe. I think back to FF my first daughter and snuggling her in close, her gorgeous smiles with the teat still in her mouth, falling asleep on the bottle and her little mouth continuing to suck even once the teat was removed....awww good times. Your bub will be perfectly fine and be gentle on yourself, you will be fine too.