Ren, as Ava gets more milk from you she will grow stronger and suck more effectively. It sounds like your LC is the one to help you do this. You are doing really well to keep going, despite so many obstacles. Remember bfing is a long-term journey, so once you are past this you will reap the rewards.

hun, sometimes you must just wish that you could click your fingers and it would be easy. But I promise, at the other side you will be so proud of yourself for getting through so much to do the best by your DD.