Hi just wanted to tell you that you are not alone, i never ever watch my bubba feeding from the bottle i get way too emotional, the aba actually recommends that if bubba has to have a bottle that u leave the room as they can get confused if they can see u and are having a bottle. I dont like seeing my milk in bottles either i bring it home from work and give it to DH and he does the freezing etc. I still have the colostrum that i expressed prior to giving birth in the freezer just can't bear to get rid of it DH said to me the other day surely this needs to go in the bin it would be past its use by date i screamed at him to leave it alone i am just not ready.

On the other topic we took three years and one miscarriage to conceive DD1 and we weren't trying at all to conceive DD2 i had a broken leg and we weren't ready at all, AF was only back a couple of months and low and behold i was pregnancy i was still breastfeeding DD1!!! So it can happen, u just never know what your body is capable of!

We use the tommee tipee close to nature with both of ours and they seem to like them, took a little bit of time for both to get used to them but eventually they worked it out although the sipper cup is probably the best idea if you can!

Good Luck!