Hang in there, you are doing so well... I personally think you should get the LC... They will have ways of helping get you attached. My thought though is, have you tired baby lead attachment, wait till she is hungry and bobbing her head round like a little bird, let the girls free, nude her up and pop her in the vicinity and let her bob her head round till she finds the boob... DS and I had lots of trouble attaching in the early days, and when I let DS find his way, he opened up correctly and we never looked back.

Anyway, not sure if it will work for you, but wanted to offer my support and encouragement... God luck hun. xoxo