I hope you manage to work through this Darcy's Mum.

Did you want me to change the title to something more specific so you'll attract the attention of people who've been in similar situations? Something like 'Advice/experiences from those who initally found it emotionally difficult to breastfeed but did' or...well, it's a hard one to sum up!

Is expressing an option? It's hard work, but I do know there are some parents on here who express (or have expressed) full time.

Anyway, I wanted to wish you all the best as you prepare to work through this. xo