Lisa B, I have written your post numerous times over the past 3 months lol! My DD has just hit the 12 week mark and attachment has only become easier over the past two weeks. I was in the same position of being so close to using formula too. All I can say is just try your best to hang in there (I know how hard that is) and things will only get easier with time. There will actually come a time when you feel like you can enjoy breastfeeding!