You're doing so well, and you're right, breastfeeding is totally different to bottle feeding. It's a learnt skill. You WILL get there, I promise. And you'll look back and be so glad!!

Give the ABA a call if you want to and discuss how you are feeling with them. That is what they are there for. Let them know how it's all different this time around as you FF last time (they will not judge you) and just go through it with them if you like. They are so supportive