I guess a part of me is saying if I give them a bottle now I've failed my breastfeeding journey but I have to be strong it's early days, the bottle won't be forever and they are still getting breast milk so we can wean off the bottle at home I can sit and offer boob all day long where here I can't do that.
Ok part time bottle JUST for now I think it is just to get us (them) home and to take a little pressure off me living so far away with only one bus a day is going to make things hard until I can drive again.
It's all so complicated
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