Hey Jules

I was positively beside myself when I had Jasmine (as you know!). I mean I set off their alarms when they hooked me up ready to have the c/s. All I remember is Corey coming in and all of them scrambling around me then they gave me something to calm me. It is perfectly natural to be nervous, like beside yourself nervous. We both know what the surgery involves, but it doesn't make it any less scary.

I really wish I could be there with you!! Let yourself go through the motions of being nervous and anxious. If it helps, write things down. Do you need to feel more prepared(as in writing letters to loved ones)? Do you need to just vent and scream? And if you need to scream, cry and vent, then call me!! I am here if you need me. I was a complete basket case when I had Jasmine.

Take care Jules, and if you need to talk I'm here.....otherwise I'll see you on Thursday!xo