Sarah/Pee - I'm terrified of giving birth either way as well.! I've always wanted a vbac, and like I said, it's been scaring the beejeebies out of me thinking how I would react if this was to be an option for me one day.

On the other hand, I'm also terrified of the c/sec. I know it will be a different experience next time, but I'm still scared. In all honesty, I think that is why I haven't pushed the issue of following up with our referral to see a specialist. That sounds terrible doesn't it! 8-[

Nic