thats what BB is for....to off load on strangers is so much easier sometimes rather than those who love us......

So sorry you can not find support for the birth you want. Have you thought about changing hospitals??

I am sure that everything is ok with bubs! You are just being a normal mum thinking something is wrong. Maybe baby just wants to be a little different (might be a sign of the personality to come)....

I dont want to say that a happy health baby is all that counts...but its not....your feelings count too and we are all hear to help you in this journey