No thats fine Mayaness, i didnt feel like you were lecturing me at all. Its good to hear all types of stories whether they be good or bad.
I still havent decided 100% as i still have a little time. Need to talk to a few more people first and ill make my mind up when the end of the line comes.
As I said thanks again for all your and everyone elses support. Its so nice to talk to people about the situation and not feel so alone.
Hubby is very supportive but as Dannielle said in one of her posts, its not him that has to go through it or has been through it before so he doesnt totally understand. Not many men do i guess and its not their fault its just nature.
Im sure everything will work out fine and ill be on here soon talking about what advice i need for the baby lol