I've never had a c section before and have always prayed I'd never need one. The thought of one scares the jeepers out of me

i told DF my thoughts and he knows how much birth means to me and that I'd regret it big time later. He's throwing ideas at me and all I kept saying is 'c section would be easier'.

in my mind its easier, but as pointed out, my support network isn't going to increase, so in the long run, harder

arghhh, I have no clue and rambling in my head now