I have 3 kids already. Their dad is wonderful but his work this year is sending him world wide monthly. 3 days before I'm due he's off to Singapore. 3 weeks after I'm due, USA. March he's going to NZ.

I have no family or friend support who i can call on at such short notice (live 1hr+ from me and most single mums with 2/3 kids of their own).

I'm petrified I won't have someone for my 3 kids when I go into labour. DF can't get time off other then 2-4 days once bub is here. My sister can only come down from NSW for 3 days due to work

i have to juggle 3 kids, stupid work time off for DF and my sister, and an ex flying around the world.... And delivering this baby.

my irrational thought is now an elective c section so I'm in control of everything

Help... Please?