That's the thing Jennifer I don't have any real concerns, it is just nerves really, I cannot pin point anything in particular.

If I am able to birth at our local hospital I will be sure to write up a birth plan and let them know of my previous experiences and the importance to have my baby with me in recovery.

If I have to go the the city, well they know me well and my concerns, they did very well with DD3 after many complaints after the birth of both DD1 and DD2.

My big concerns are really surrounding separation from my baby, I have my 12 week scan on Monday, this is the scan that revealed all of my girls complications so a lot of questions will be answered then, if a miracle happens and baby is healthy then I will focus on having baby with me directly after birth and in recovery, if baby will need to go to NICU like my others my focus will be on visiting ASAP rather than 5-12 hours post birth. Having a CS just makes it difficult because of being restricted to bed (obviously), although with DD3 I did get up and into a wheelchair 5 hours post birth so this time around I know that this is the worst case scenario.