I don't know what to say.

I'm having a c/s too ... did not have a bad experiance the first time around, so I don't know how scary it can be.

I would think that if you sit your OB down and tell him/her that you are scared and what happend with your previous c/s, he/she will be able to put your mind at ease and work out something that is going to fit you both.

You could always consider general for the c/s ... not so nice, because you won't get to hold your babies right away ... BUT you won't feel or see or hear a thing Personal choice.

Goodluck hun, it'll all work out just fine