I have had an emergency caesarean, then a VBAC attempt that ended in an emergency caesarean & this little one will be an elective caesarean.


Why you chose it?
I just can't get it out of my head that my body failed twice & I don't think I would cope real well if I had another emergency c/s (I had PND with my first & a lesser degree with my second). I also just felt like I didn't have the energy to fight again.

How you feel about it?
At first I was disappointed with the thought of never getting to experience the zen, hippy mumma version of birth that I have in my head. Now, I'm at peace. This is how things have turned out, although not in my orginal plans when I fell pregnant with my first, but the world doesn't always work the way you want it


Good luck with your decision, it is a hard one to make