thanks girls. You are all so wonderful. I am fine about it today. I guess since the BT I started to think maybe I'm not and kinda got used to it. Dh has been great I think he finally realised how much I WANT this. The talk we had about going with hte flow after the cyst removal has helped me too because I kinda have some hope of maybe soon. Is that strange? Dh and I have a plan for sorting the girls out so we have more room and are prepared for a new bubs too. I feel things are in motion so I feel kinda at peace. I feel a bit of a fool because this time I HONESTLY believed I was pg. But I am sure that people will understand that it must have been the cyst. I'm not crazy! I swear it *mwaaahhhhaaahhhaaaa*
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