honey, i was exactly the same as you when poopy started DC. i felt so guilty. the guilty doesnt quite go away but day care has been so good for him. he meets so many new ppl and learns so much and best part he gets to socialise w other kids his age. he doesnt have that opportunity w hen he was at home with me. we only had our mothers group.
he has picked up a lot of good things at day care.

i know it's really hard. i cried the first two week in the car after i dropped him off. some days i still feel like crying but he's happy there/. he's always so excited when we park. and one day i had to move after i parked cos the bins were in the way and he started to cry. he thot i wasnt going to drop him there.

it's so hard for you when you have him on your own. it's so so exhausting doing it all by yourself. you deserve a break and need something for yourself.
it's not being selfish. i learnt this too. it's in your best interest and his best interest to have a world outside home.

i hope he had a good day, looking fwd to hearing more. sorry rushing.. abt to head home..
he gives me the biggest cuddles when i walk thru the door.