It's casual work but it's fulltime work Mon-Friday for around about two months at a university for the start of semester. They wanted me to start at the start of December but I said it was really too soon and I really wanted the extra time with Ryan and they still wanted me to work. I know my boss will probably let me go visit Ryan once or twice if I get really upset if it means I keep working there. I'm going to take a photo and stick it on a piece of paper saying "Do it for me mum" to put on the board behind my comp as motivation to be strong .

The one thing that I found upset me the most was the 'daycare' smell, he didn't have his normal baby smell he smelt slightly perfumed like the centre, silly I know but it still made me cry lol