It's OK T I understand sometimes it's the worry of the unknown and not being able to keep up. Instead of jumping in at the deep end and going full time, you can ease into it part time maybe.

Have you tried them on bubby yet? Maybe try that ie like dress ups Once you see how cute they are then you might be motivated to use them and if she happens to poo in one then you'll need to wash it...and one is a waste of a wash so you might keep wearing them for one full day to make up a load