This is a bit of a vent really........

My DS has reflux (of course diagnosed by me, Dr's appear to know nothing). After having initial success with Zantac we are now on Losec as the Zantac became ineffective (paediatrician had to look up her book to decide to try Losec and told me to crush tablet - thanks to BB I realise this is not how the med should be given ). We have only been taking Losec for 24 hours but have noticed an improvement in his sleeping. Still have a baby who screams when being fed and after feeds (even though still hungry, hits at the breast and cries). I hate the feeling that my baby is in pain and I can't feed him without making him cry and we both end up in tears everyday. Once settled after a feed (usually half an hour to an hour later) he is all smiles - bit like a muliple personality disorder! Can you believe that my paediatrician told me my DS's sleep issues and unsettled periods were behavioural (at 3mths)? Grr....Anyone have a good paediatrician in Melbourne?
While I'm venting, I have to admit that I am so jealous of all the babies who feed and are full and content after their feed. I won't feed DS in public anymore as people stare wondering why/how I am torturing him. Mother's group IS NOT THERAPUTIC. Ok, I'm done!!!!!