I am going through the exact same thing right at this exact moment! You are not alone.I am sitting here on my laptop right next to the baby monitor, waiting for him to stir again.....just praying that I get to have my dinner soon, I haven't eaten anything since 11am.
I just can't bring myself to let Jack cry and DH is at work so it's just me in and out of the room for the last hour or so.....


I would kill for a glass of wine...LOL.