I don't know whether I should be starting a new thread on this, as there is one similar not too far back... but I guess it's more about *me* so I can be selfish a little.. can't I?
I took my last pill on 1st October 2006, after being on it for over 4yrs, and I am still waiting for either AF or BFP... in the first 6-8 weeks I was silly enough to think that I would go straight to normal cycle (had been on the pill for 1 1/2 yrs when I first started, went off for 6 months and had gone to regular cycle in between) and got very very upset that nobody could tell me what was wrong with me (or just tell me I was pg!)..
Took a big long break from bellybelly, I just couldn't stir myself up even more than I already had, and every day had a new mood or personality even..! I wasn't even coming here to read except once or twice, but not for very long, in the past few months..
Now over the past few weeks I feel a lot more normal, like the evil hormone demons have pretty much all gone, so have logged on to bb...
And so i'm playing the waiting game. Tis so frustrating not knowing exactly what I'm waiting for..! But i'm trying to take it as it comes and not think too hard.. and every now and then do a pg test...
So... is anyone here alarmed that it has been... 120+ days and not one faint sign of AF?
I would love to report pg symptoms, but, I think all I have is a craving for coffee. (I don't drink coffee!)
I'm going to check in again with the doc if nothing by the end of this month..
Any thoughts?

xx Kate