mumisabella, hang in there. TRY NOT TO TEST yet, I know I am in the same boat. By my calculations I am about 11DPO or by FF calculations 7DPO. But I began feeling the dull ache in my lower abdo yesterday. So I am feeling less confident this cycle and in fact yesterday I was barely holding back the tears. But I refuse to test until AF is late, then I will. I am going to be strong, so hang in there mate. I am with you! Lets face it, if you do test and get another BFN you probably have half of you accept it and the other half think maybe its too early and you end up still having the inner battle, so you might as well hang on and the AF tell you what's going on. But please keep me posted cause I am hoping and praying for you!
I keep thinking if I was positive this cycle then buby would be due early January and my DH has his birthday early January and he often gets both Christmas and Birthday gifts combined, its a bit of a rip off, so its probably a good thing to have the baby a bit later for that reason. That is the only thing I can think of that is keeping me sane right now. I am still feeling down that its not going to happen this month.