Thanks for your responses guys. It really means a lot to me.

You're all completely right, I do probably need to go and get a check up with my doctor and see what's going on. I won't be upset either way - I think it's just more upsetting with the whole not knowing.

Maryl007 - I hope your journey is a short one. And thank you for your kind words. I'm actually craving a remedial massage treatment... so perhaps that's something I should do this week.

JLeigh29 - I honestly thought that the pain in my cervix was just a result of it being low but you're right, I should see about it. My gorgeous man is so gentle cos he knows it is painful at those times, but he ends up just stopping completely cos he hates seeing me in pain.

Chody47 - I don't think I'm UTD... although I didn't think I was with the twins and that ended up being ectopic so that's why it didn't show on HPT straight away too. Grrr, I think I need to find a new, bulk billing doctor.

As awful as it sounds, I'm glad everyone seems to understand the emotional roller coaster. Almost like it's 'normal'. Not a very pretty place to be, but if it's a similar place to others, then it's somewhat comforting.