Thanks LisaL, I know you're right, but I just don't feel positive. I had a big cry last night and I feel a bit better today. I'm off to Thailand on Tuesday so I'm just excited about going away & getting away from all of this ttc.

Carys - I feel much better not temping. I did it for so long and every day before I even get out of bed I was thinking about ttc. Then I would stress if the temp was high or weird... it really stressed me out. I hope AF doesn't arrive on Sunday and it's a sticky little bean. That must be upsetting having chemical pg. I've never had one.

Thanks girls.