Sticky vibes sweetie. I totally understand how you feel. For me a BFP signals absolute terror, not the joy that it should bring. I only relaxed when pregnant with DD after the 20 week scan. I used to think that after you have had a healthy full term baby, you wouldn't be so afraid of m/c next time, but now I think I was wrong! I can already see that when we start trying for #2 I am going to be a complete basketcase again.

Good luck sweetie, we are all here for you and praying for a happy outcome. It is definitely a good idea to get more OB appointments if possible for peace of mind.